Monday, December 16, 2019

(Childhood Trauma) My TRUTH (or it takes a village to DESTROY a child)

Another thanksgiving with my fake family.... cause a real family you can TALK TO  when you go to school & get picked on, for instance but I knew they didn't give a damn- childhood emotional neglect- so I kept it to myself.... in a house with mom & extended family, I still felt all alone. Never noticed I was a nervous wreck, withdrew into my own little world turning to music for comfort.

(Click the following link for a perfect description of what I went through)


https://drjonicewebb.com/the-most-important-thing-you-never-got

46 years getting the message that I don't matter. Keep having this recurring dream where I'm trying to find my way home, but I'm lost & worried I'll never get there. I always wake up before I get home which I assume means I never felt at home. Sick of looking at my sneaky, devious, invading my privacy, empty headed waste of oxygen aunt (Marjorie Thompas) and her two-faced, gossipy (thinks the world revolves around her) daughter  (SNAKES), among others ..... they're inconsiderate, have no conscience- love to do petty things to agitate me, cause I never stand up for myself..... apparently they never heard that- ITS THE QUIET ONES YOU HAVE TO WATCH OUT FOR! They were all raised wrong, don't even get me started on my grandmother....



Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Joni Mitchell - Harry's House/Centerpiece










Battalions of paper-minded males
Talking commodities and sales
While at home their paper wives and their paper kids
Paper the walls to keep their gut reactions hid

Wednesday, March 20, 2019

Teena Marie- Tune In Tomorrow










Since the youtube video of  You Make Love Like Springtime that I posted on March 5th was taken down, (that person's account was terminated  or some nonsense) I decided to delete that post, & put up Tune In Tomorrow (also from the must-have album- Irons In The Fire)


Teena Marie should be in the Rock and Roll & Songwriters Hall Of Fame!


"Maybe that will express what I've been going through"

Saturday, March 9, 2019

Civic duty?

Inspired by some things I read at twitter:


1. No one's voting record should be made public- whether its WHO they voted for or how many times they voted or didn't vote. That shouldn't happen in a FREE country.
A few years back, I got this thing, in the mail- that looked like a postcard- publicizing when I voted & didn't vote in recent elections.


2. And if things are going to be THAT Orwellian.....






Next it will be a CRIME to not vote!

Saturday, February 2, 2019

War Is A Racket!










How you gonna make me kill somebody, I don't even know


They got the draft
I just laugh
Party up
Fighting war
Is such a fucking bore
Party up




Because of their half-baked mistakes
We get ice cream, no cake
All LIES, NO truth
Is it fair to kill the youth?






You're gonna have to fight your own damn war
Cause we don't wanna fight no more


Selected lyrics from the underrated song, Partyup by Prince







Saturday, January 12, 2019

Aurra - Are You Single












I just discovered this song on SiriusXM The Groove the other day..... which is weird, considering being a Generation-Xer and all ( growing up in the 70s/80s), I should've heard it on the radio or something....