CHILD-FREE!

 I'm no fan of Eugenics- it's evil, it's racist- BUT the longer I live in this horrible world, the more I see proof that MOST people shouldn't be parents. Most people are stupid, narcissistic, and of course, are so lacking in self-awareness, that they don't even bother to try NOT to repeat the cycles of trauma that they went through. And what's more SELFISH and irresponsible  than continuously having children all willy-nilly or whatever, just to cause them nothing but pain & misery. Most parents don't even like their kids, they do the bare minimum and think they should receive an award. Meanwhile, it's the ones (like me) who choose to be child-free that get called selfish?! How dare I not contribute to the tradition of toxic AIRHEADS abusing and neglecting their children- that has been going on since the beginning of time! It would be nice if most parents were like the Huxtables, who treated their kids like human beings, instead of objects to take their misery out on. 

(Yes, I used the word -most- a lot, deal with it)

Tales From The Hood- part 2

 Typical that there's NO bookstores or thrift stores within walking distance from where I live, but of course there is some- what I would call a hoodie mama wear or club wear store close by called- Micos Showroom or whatever. They have pictures outside the store to show what they sell- so, one of the photos is of a woman wearing an extremely tight & short dress and of course, the other photo is, WAIT FOR IT- a woman wearing tight leggings with a crop top or whatever, so we can all see her ass and cameltoe (I've seen plenty of that look for decades from women of different generations). Now I have no problem with leggings, but apparently I'm the ONLY woman in the black community who wears LONG tops! I don't want to sound like miss purity culture or like one of those bougie chicks who goes on and on in videos about who looks cheap vs. who looks elegant, but there is nothing more pick me than PURPOSELY making sure your butt is always showing- they always wear short jackets or their top or hoodie is pulled up in the back. Your value shouldn't be in your backside! 

Actually, now that I think about it, some of the bougie ones do dress like that too, when they're in their favorite store- Target or Marshall's- but always running their mouth about girls who wear bonnets, I'd rather see bonnets than butts everywhere! 

Anyway, I shouldn't have to travel to other communities to find a Goodwill or any other thrift store or a bookstore.

Then again, maybe a lot of the people around here don't deserve a bookstore cause I'm sick of wastes of oxygen and their dogs with no leash, outside barking for no reason and having to see so-called men peeing outside when I made the mistake of looking out the damn window....

One of the reasons, I refuse to be a Christian....

https://youtube.com/shorts/cZhmJvShDUo?si=bvbeYHmbsyzy3wGc 

Moodboard or inspiration.....

 

Gladys Knight and The Pips- On and On

 For some reason, I NEVER hear this song on certain radio stations, but of course, I can be guaranteed to hear crap like This Is How We Do It or Ring My Bell- which should've never been a hit in the first place, and needs to be thrown in the trash and forgotten!

Luther Vandross - Bad Boy/Having a Party

 

Nobody part 2...

 Found an old note where it said that Lapis supposedly protects you from negative energy directed at you. My whole life has been people TARGETING me with their negative energy! 

I don't wanna hear any toxic positivity when I've been a victim of NEGATIVE ENERGY since I was a little girl.....

I keep seeing articles or whatever about various herbs/supplements that calm you down or relieve anxiety. Frankly, I can't understand how anything can keep me CALM when I'm constantly being TRIGGERED by EMPTYHEADED ASSHOLES!!

Another song from my childhood I'm rediscovering...

 Or paying MORE attention to!

Love's Train by Confunkshun 

Nobody....

 I can't believe how much TIME and money I wasted on hair growth, trying to improve skin issues, etc.

 Like it matters with THIS FACE, maybe I should've been trying to get plastic surgery instead.

I just want to be invisible so I can be in this world without being judged and be left alone in PEACE.....

I need to come to terms with the fact that even my so-called family thought I was an ugly, unworthy little girl, and that they think I don't deserve to be treated like a human being and that I don't deserve LOVE.....

And THEY better not cry at my funeral, or pretend to be all sad. Matter of fact, I don't even want a funeral, they can just throw me in the ground like the nothing they think I'm am.....

(On a lighter note, I wish I would waste anymore money on overpriced lotions/moisturizers, when they're really not much better than the cheaper ones. Who cares!)