(Childhood Trauma) My TRUTH (or it takes a village to DESTROY a child)

Another thanksgiving with my fake family.... cause a real family you can TALK TO  when you go to school & get picked on, for instance but I knew they didn't give a damn- childhood emotional neglect- so I kept it to myself.... in a house with mom & extended family, I still felt all alone. Never noticed I was a nervous wreck, withdrew into my own little world turning to music for comfort.

(Click the following link for a perfect description of what I went through)

https://drjonicewebb.com/the-most-important-thing-you-never-got

46 years getting the message that I don't matter. Keep having this recurring dream where I'm trying to find my way home, but I'm lost & worried I'll never get there. I always wake up before I get home which I assume means I never felt at home. Sick of looking at my sneaky, devious, invading my privacy, empty headed waste of oxygen aunt (Marjorie Thompas) and her two-faced, gossipy (thinks the world revolves around her) daughter  (SNAKES), among others ..... they're inconsiderate, have no conscience- love to do petty things to agitate me, cause I never stand up for myself..... apparently they never heard that- ITS THE QUIET ONES YOU HAVE TO WATCH OUT FOR! They were all raised wrong, don't even get me started on my grandmother....

James Brown- Soul Power (Re-Edit / Mono)