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This was said about Albert Einstein... HA!
And another one....
Thursday, December 23, 2021
Wednesday, December 22, 2021
Tuesday, November 23, 2021
Humanity is the TRIGGER!
Once again, the following proves it doesn't pay to speak to people you don't even care about/exchanging FAKE pleasantries.... the other day I walked into a Family Dollar( on Wadsworth Ave) to get a certain product for a cheaper price & the cashier/whatever says "HELLO'' to me in an almost demanding tone, & I spoke back even though I didn't even want to..... a few minutes later I regretted it (of course) when I went to pay for the item & she disrespected me, over something that was her fault. Why the hell should I speak to some stupid piece of trash who turns around and treats me like dog poop?! In my experience, the ones who can't wait to speak to you, are the same ones who can't wait to talk about you behind your back...
I'm tired of being proven right - people can't be trusted! And you can't win- if you don't stand up for yourself, you're wrong, if you REACT & go off on them like they deserve, then you're the bad guy.
People always live down to my expectations...
Friday, November 12, 2021
Childhood Trauma Memories mixed w/ Current Agitation caused by the SAME people...
Definitely can relate to 3, 7, 8, 9, 10, & 11 from this video....
Speaking of that piece of shit named Pepper(my cousin)- her, her mother, & her son & whatever the hell they were doing in my room with my storage bins that they pushed away from my closet, had me so upset, my WHOLE body was shaking/tingling/whatever & chest hurting for what seemed like an eternity (not to be confused w/my usual hand shaking that goes on when I'm putting food on a plate especially when using stupid tongs, signing my name, or holding a bar of soap - its caused by social & other kinds of anxiety that my so-called family caused - look it up) & of course my mother & one of my sisters were walking around me talking about stupid things & NEVER NOTICED the condition I was in!
I can't remember whether or not I mentioned this in another post, but sneaky, slimy, stupid Margie who has soup for brains, apparently wanted to make sure I grew up to be a NOBODY like her, so her & my grandmother DISCOURAGED me from pursuing certain dreams when I was a kid....
Apparently the ONLY way she can NOT feel like a nobody (these days) is by coming up with new tricks to irritate me when I'm in my bedroom, making sure her door is open, or she just happens to come in my room at the right time, so she can watch me or hear me when I'm putting things away, or getting things I need or trying to find out what time it is early in the morning...
To be continued.....
Example of my trauma, all of the 11 signs pertain to me except for number 2:
This is ALSO MY trauma:
And there should be a special kind of hell for those who mistreat people who they know aren't gonna stand up for themselves!
When I was a kid, I knew Pepper(Rhonda) was a two-faced, gossipy, silly bitch just like her mother raised her to be..... and she's always laughing, and people act like she's a good person..... typical!
NARCISSTIC BIMBO ( who doesn't even know what narcissistic means) actually thinks I should bow down to her... she's an idiot!
Her & her simpleton mother Margie & her son Derick walk around here like they're so innocent..... they're not, they're sneaky, they're shady- they think they have the right to spy on me, touch my stuff, say whatever they want to say about me, put their crap in my room, I know they make up LIES about me and I'm supposed to just put up with this, even if it makes me sick, cause if I dare to raise my voice, they act like I'm some disrespectful child.....
Vacuous snakes actually think they're better than me...
And even more proof that they don't give a damn about me, is if I tell them about my tension headaches, or tightening of my chest, that I have damn near everyday(because of them), they would say I was making it up.
I didn't cause my daily ANXIETY, ANGER & DEPRESSION!
EDITED 11/24- Simpleton snake Margie got on my nerves so much(once again) while I was trying to get ready for bed, that my chest & left knee started hurting , now, tell me family can't be BAD FOR MY HEALTH!
Made the mistake (again) of telling my mom about the physical symptoms I just mentioned, & as usual she basically made me feel worse, like I was lying & it wasn't important, ( as usual, invalidation)
And MORE of my reality, yes it is TRAUMA:
Nothing in this world makes any sense, here I am deciding NOT to have children so I won't take out my misery/anger/whatever out on an innocent child or REPEAT other peoples' mistakes... Meanwhile, most people because they're mindless or SELFISH or both, have kids all willy-nilly when they have no business having children in the first place- they ruin the kids lives or set BAD EXAMPLES & probably don't even really want kids.....
Edited 12/22- So, my mom was watching America Says & there was this question about things you do everyday or something and one of the answers was- cry- & Pepper/Rhonda walks past & says -" Why would you cry everyday" in a dismissive tone, makes sense cause when I was a kid, she would say insensitive things to me, or make fun of me, could care less if it made me cry, she was 19 or 20 at the time- What kind of 20 year old feels the need to make a child feel bad about herself? I should've been able to cry on her damn shoulder or her mother's shoulder or my mother's shoulder when I was growing up....
The saying " You teach people how to treat you" is nonsense, cause it implies that standing up for yourself will CHANGE their behavior. Sorry, it doesn't work that way in the real world, they're NOT all of a sudden going to become a good person or treat you like a HUMAN BEING!
I guess the ONLY way the simpleton snake Margie can not feel like a loser is by finding new ways to AGITATE me, last thing in the night, or first thing in the morning.....
Ignorant, VACUOUS mother & daughter ain't good for nothing but trouble.
If I grew up in a fucking multi-generational unit/household/whatever, & felt like no one had my back, had no one helping me feel good about myself, no one to fucking talk to, then I'm not the problem!
Funny how supposed loved ones can always see things about me to criticize but NEVER seem to notice my sadness, pain or anxiety....
Friday, October 22, 2021
Same shit, different day...
Now I've been enjoying pasta for years - including a delicious experience with Baked Ziti at Sbarro back in the 90s or whatever- while Rhonda/Pepper was obsessed with rice & mashed potatoes( for some reason) & some wet, mushy, smelly meat surrounded by potatoes and gravy that she makes a lot. Disgusting! Now, all of a sudden, she has to have frozen entrees w/pasta like me....
I bet you that silly, simple-minded bitch has never even heard of Baked Ziti!
Edited 11/24- Fast forward to Thanksgiving, & her husband who thinks he the king of the castle, fixed Rotini, and she writes on a post-it -Baked ZITA(!)- its Rotini, NOT Zita, & its spelled ZITI!
Her & the other SILLY, SIMPLE-MINDED SNAKES always trying to act like they're so clean & pristine, meanwhile there's usually crap on the toilet seat or in the sink( BEFORE I use it, but I'm sure they blame it on me anyway)
The BRAINLESS BRAT deserves to be thrown in the trash like that girl in Purple Rain!
Now this spoiled brat who always gets her way has to have a dresser in the bloody hallway!
I want them to DISAPPEAR off the fucking earth....
Margie, Rhonda, (Pepper, whatever) & Naje- 3 generations of AIRHEADED, SILLY bitches busy running their mouths about me, they think they're better than me when in reality, they're beneath me. So in love with themselves, for some bloody reason. And narcissistic Naje walks around like she has more of a right to be here than I do, takes over most of the space in the bathroom & refrigerator with her crap, gets treated better by MY FAMILY than I ever did!
Edited 8/1/22- So, my mom says to vacuous, simple asshole Rhonda Thompas - "Y'all are getting on my nerves." and Rhonda actually says "We're not getting on your nerves."
How do you have the audacity to tell someone YOU'RE NOT getting on THEIR nerves?!
I just can't with some people...
What do I expect from the daughter of the SNEAKY & SILLY Margie Thompas. Makes sense she likes to eat some crap called Goobers, cause she is a Goober! Her brain is only good for - making up stories about me, waiting til I'm upstairs to do things that give her an excuse to come in my room or leaving her door open so she can see or hear what I'm doing- not to mention walking up the steps sideways, she she can watch me.
Paraphrased from quotes I read at twitter:
"My older cousins, & aunts still think I'm a kid. Baby, them days are over."
"I'll cut the whole family off behind my respect. I'm no longer a child."
Those quotes remind me of those 2, the one time I tried to FINALLY confront Rhonda, she tells me "You BETTER calm down"- NOT cause she's worried about me (God forbid), oh no, she just wanted me to shut up( how dare I stand up for myself, for once), & malicious Margie loves to say " Don't yell at me"- Only SIMPLE-MINDED SNAKES would think someone doesn't have the right to stand up to them, just because they're younger.....
Wednesday, October 13, 2021
More Rick James....
This is one of the most beautiful guitar solos of all time....... if you don't agree, you know what you can do 😉
Tuesday, September 14, 2021
Rick James & The Stone City Band - Big Time (Live at Don Kirshner's Rock...
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Watched the new Rick James documentary- BITCHIN, seven or eight times on Showtime.... Incredible!
Saturday, June 12, 2021
The MOVE Bombing - When Police Plotted to Exterminate a Family
And Ed Rendell had the nerve to call THEM terrorists!
Friday, May 7, 2021
Monday, April 5, 2021
And BOOM, there goes the dynamite!
I HATE Aunt Margie, Pepper( Rhonda) , the 2 Dericks, & Naje, I cry AND they laugh while causing me to have tension headaches & tightening of my chest everyday!
Marshmallow- brain, narcissistic, ignorant, inconsiderate MORONS that should be thrown in the TRASH!
VACUOUS VIPERS that deserve to rot in hell....
"Home should be an anchor, a port in a storm, a refuge. " Martin J. Ashton
Look for MY TRUTH & other posts about family at this blog
Just Jammins first time listening to The Time - 777-9311
I don't know why I get so much joy watching others reactions to songs I love...
Monday, March 8, 2021
Steely Dan - The Caves of Altamira + lyrics
The last few seconds of that sax solo can just break your heart....
Tuesday, January 5, 2021
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