Once again, the following proves it doesn't pay to speak to people you don't even care about/exchanging FAKE pleasantries.... the other day I walked into a Family Dollar( on Wadsworth Ave) to get a certain product for a cheaper price & the cashier/whatever says "HELLO'' to me in an almost demanding tone, & I spoke back even though I didn't even want to..... a few minutes later I regretted it (of course) when I went to pay for the item & she disrespected me, over something that was her fault. Why the hell should I speak to some stupid piece of trash who turns around and treats me like dog poop?! In my experience, the ones who can't wait to speak to you, are the same ones who can't wait to talk about you behind your back...
I'm tired of being proven right - people can't be trusted! And you can't win- if you don't stand up for yourself, you're wrong, if you REACT & go off on them like they deserve, then you're the bad guy.
Definitely can relate to 3, 7, 8, 9, 10, & 11 from this video....
Speaking of that piece of shit named Pepper(my cousin)- her, her mother, & her son & whatever the hell they were doing in my room with my storage bins that they pushed away from my closet, had me so upset, my WHOLE body was shaking/tingling/whatever & chest hurting for what seemed like an eternity (not to be confused w/my usual hand shaking that goes on when I'm putting food on a plate especially when using stupid tongs, signing my name, or holding a bar of soap - its caused by social & other kinds of anxiety that my so-called family caused - look it up) & of course my mother & one of my sisters were walking around me talking about stupid things & NEVER NOTICED the condition I was in!
I can't remember whether or not I mentioned this in another post, but sneaky, slimy, stupid Margie who has soup for brains, apparently wanted to make sure I grew up to be a NOBODY like her, so her & my grandmother DISCOURAGED me from pursuing certain dreams when I was a kid....
Apparently the ONLY way she can NOT feel like a nobody (these days) is by coming up with new tricks to irritate me when I'm in my bedroom, making sure her door is open, or she just happens to come in my room at the right time, so she can watch me or hear me when I'm putting things away, or getting things I need or trying to find out what time it is early in the morning...
To be continued.....
3 out of 6 in the ABOVE image
Example of my trauma, all of the 11 signs pertain to me except for number 2:
And there should be a special kind of hell for those who mistreat people who they know aren't gonna stand up for themselves!
When I was a kid, I knew Pepper(Rhonda) was a two-faced, gossipy, silly bitch just like her mother raised her to be..... and she's always laughing, and people act like she's a good person..... typical!
NARCISSTIC BIMBO ( who doesn't even know what narcissistic means) actually thinks I should bow down to her... she's an idiot!
Her & her simpleton mother Margie & her son Derick walk around here like they're so innocent..... they're not, they're sneaky, they're shady- they think they have the right to spy on me, touch my stuff, say whatever they want to say about me, put their crap in my room, I know they make up LIES about me and I'm supposed to just put up with this, even if it makes me sick, cause if I dare to raise my voice, they act like I'm some disrespectful child.....
Vacuous snakes actually think they're better than me...
And even more proof that they don't give a damn about me, is if I tell them about my tension headaches, or tightening of my chest, that I have damn near everyday(because of them), they would say I was making it up.
I didn't cause my daily ANXIETY, ANGER & DEPRESSION!
EDITED 11/24- Simpleton snake Margie got on my nerves so much(once again) while I was trying to get ready for bed, that my chest & left knee started hurting , now, tell me family can't be BAD FOR MY HEALTH!
Made the mistake (again) of telling my mom about the physical symptoms I just mentioned, & as usual she basically made me feel worse, like I was lying & it wasn't important, ( as usual, invalidation)
Nothing in this world makes any sense, here I am deciding NOT to have children so I won't take out my misery/anger/whatever out on an innocent child or REPEAT other peoples' mistakes... Meanwhile, most people because they're mindless or SELFISH or both, have kids all willy-nilly when they have no business having children in the first place- they ruin the kids lives or set BAD EXAMPLES & probably don't even really want kids.....
Edited 12/22- So, my mom was watching America Says & there was this question about things you do everyday or something and one of the answers was- cry- & Pepper/Rhonda walks past & says -" Why would you cry everyday" in a dismissive tone, makes sense cause when I was a kid, she would say insensitive things to me, or make fun of me, could care less if it made me cry, she was 19 or 20 at the time- What kind of 20 year old feels the need to make a child feel bad about herself? I should've been able to cry on her damn shoulder or her mother's shoulder or my mother's shoulder when I was growing up....
The saying " You teach people how to treat you" is nonsense, cause it implies that standing up for yourself will CHANGE their behavior. Sorry, it doesn't work that way in the real world, they're NOT all of a sudden going to become a good person or treat you like a HUMAN BEING!
I guess the ONLY way the simpleton snake Margie can not feel like a loser is by finding new ways to AGITATE me, last thing in the night, or first thing in the morning.....
Ignorant, VACUOUS mother & daughter ain't good for nothing but trouble.
If I grew up in a fucking multi-generational unit/household/whatever, & felt like no one had my back, had no one helping me feel good about myself, no one to fucking talk to, then I'm not the problem!
Funny how supposed loved ones can always see things about me to criticize but NEVER seem to notice my sadness, pain or anxiety....
