Phyllis Hyman Meet Me On The Moon

 

Miles Davis -Yesternow Part 2

 

Lachrymose in the night...

 Last night had another dream with "family members"....

Don't remember all of it, but I do remember in it, my mom(as usual) and one of my younger sisters was GASLIGHTING me about something I went through earlier, (I guess) and I was making myself sick trying to get them to believe me....

And when I woke up, I sat up and just started SOBBING and breathing heavily cause I'm SICK of having to live with knowing that I was NEVER cared for besides the bare minimum of food and clothing... I don't know what affection or emotional support feels like.