More of me - part 2

 

WOW!

 

Sounds like my mother...

 

More of me ...

Imagine people (especially FAMILY) making your life such a living hell, you have to ESCAPE to a fantasy world.... Well, that's my existence.

My mother is becoming more and more like her damn mother lately, she's even starting to look like her.... And just like her, she LOVES The Price Is Right, I HATE that show!

Here's another video from that channel that I can identify with:

I was watching another video the other day about men not valuing vulnerability in their romantic relationships because they were more likely to be emotionally neglected by their parents and then have disassociate identity disorder or whatever while women were more likely to grow up in emotionally healthy environments and more likely to have received affection from their female relatives and got "emotional nurturing and soothing" from their mother, sisters, aunties. 

Huh?

I must be a man then, LOL!

It's nonsense because neither my mother or any other of the women in my so-called family were ever emotionally nurturing or soothing to me... which is why I'm MENTALLY ILL!

 And I'm not gonna feel guilty for not wanting to help take care of my mother in her old age, even with all of her issues, when she has NEVER been the kind of mother I needed, NEVER will acknowledge the emotional neglect & sometimes emotional abuse, never apologizes and most of my life acts like she can't stand me! Won't feel guilty or FORGIVE when she always makes me feel like I DON'T MATTER.

Her latest issues are just another excuse not to give a damn about me, and no matter how bad she's feeling, it doesn't stop her from starting shit with me.. 

EVERYONE NEEDS to watch this....

 It's about the Columbia Records study (the Harvard Report) and music's healing powers.