Yes!

 " I'm a guitar freak. I love me some rock-n-roll guitar" 

Chaka Khan

And speaking of guitars:

ANOTHER video I can relate to:

"I start shaking, I get night sweats, I start having panic attacks, it affects me to the point where I can't even mentally focus" - that quote was from one of the people in this video.

ALL of those things pertain to me! Thank you, so-called FAMILY!

I don't believe in HEALING! Talking to some therapist or doing yoga( gag me with a spoon) isn't going to make it away. I'm always going to be broken.....

When will I get it through my head, that NO ONE in this family gives a damn about me!

When I was a child, I was crying alone but nobody cared....

Alternative blackness part 2!

 Most people in the black "community" BULLY each other, it's always something....

HopeLESS!

 I was bullied by my family and the kids at school, and in the neighborhood.... nobody came to my rescue.

And no one ever will.....

I DEFINITELY identified with these youtube comments that I read, made by a couple of people:

"As a child, my interactions with adults only occurred when they had to scold me, yell at me, and make fun of me."

(Sometimes they would ask me what do I want to eat or what do I want for Christmas, etc., but for the most part, I can still relate to the above statement)

"I have never had deep or long-lasting relationships and I am wary of every kind gesture. People disgust me. I am a human being ruined by evil imbeciles."

"My childhood was filled with neglect, emotional abuse. I'm filled with quiet rage most of the time, like literally hating everyone and everything."

"I go to bed every night hoping I don't wake up and that I can stay in the land of escapism."