Sunday, October 20, 2024

Not repeating this cycle!

On October 17, my mother said to me-" I don't care about your mental health!" 

She FINALLY admitted it. 

Has she ever? 

I am a broken child inside an adult body with grey hair......

I confronted her about what she said, another day and she did what she always does- deny that she said it, I used to contemplate the idea of carrying around a tape recorder to provide evidence of the things she says... 




All these years I was ALWAYS on her side, whenever she and my grandmother ( her mother) would get into it, but I should've figured it out, there are no sides, cause they're both the same, she treated my mom like crap, & my mom does the same to me. 

I still feel sorry for my mom because of the way Nana treated her, her whole life, but maybe I shouldn't.