But I don't know whose dumb idea it was to put 3 of the most overrated. OVERPLAYED songs in this movie - Time of The Season, really?
And don't even get me started on These Boots Are Made for Walkin or I'm Feeling Good- 😫.... come on..
But at least a victim of childhood trauma got her revenge and looked foxy doing it!
The anniversary of my cat's death, she showed me more love than any human....
Meanwhile the aunt, cousin, her husband, her son and his (now wife) are still alive, for some reason!
This article describes me for the MOST part:
https://louisebehiel.com/the-lost-child-finding-the-way-back-from-emptiness/
Once again, just because I was a lost/invisible child DOESN'T mean I wasn't ALSO a scapegoat, when I did get attention, it was usually negative..
And I am the FIRST born of three!
I have the need to fantasize, to escape, a temporary way to fill the emptiness.....
I'm old enough to be a damn grandmother, yet my airheaded cousin- who can't differentiate between an Amber ring & a mood ring- and auntie🙄 (who I mentioned too many times in this blog) STILL think they have the right to talk to me any old kind of way just because they're older or whatever.....
I'm tired of these PEASANTS thinking they're superior to me, in ANY way!
Last night had another dream with "family members"....
Don't remember all of it, but I do remember in it, my mom(as usual) and one of my younger sisters was GASLIGHTING me about something I went through earlier, (I guess) and I was making myself sick trying to get them to believe me....
And when I woke up, I sat up and just started SOBBING and breathing heavily cause I'm SICK of having to live with knowing that I was NEVER cared for besides the bare minimum of food and clothing... I don't know what affection or emotional support feels like.
