The Weird Girl Trope, Explained

Probably....

I do remember that somewhere between the ages of ages of 5-8, I used to ESCAPE to my own little pretend world while pacing back & forth, apparently my imagination or whatever stopped working, when I sat down.

Pretty sure, this started AFTER the incident of my father leaving me alone in the car....

90s rock is special.....

"Under the bridge/downtown/Is where I drew some blood"

The New birth - Wildflower [Soul Train]

Why do I identify with these lyrics?

The Lone Wolf [ A product of a Narcissistic Home ]

SIGNS YOUR MOTHER IS TOXIC + what to do

Another one of my favorite Kate Bush songs ...

The majestic Top Of The City from the underrated album- The Red Shoes

"I don't know if I'm closer to heaven but/It looks like hell down there"

"I don't know if you'll love me for it/But I don't think we should suffer this" 

 

"Look I'm here with the ladder"

Safety ONLY in solitude!

 Unfortunately, I think this video is more about Narcisstic Abuse caused by romantic partners instead of parents/families(speaking of past traumas)

And so many people are FORCED by live with other people, so their "home" isn't the refuge they need, and they don't get any PEACE!

Victims of psychological abuse NEED to be in solitude to make their home a mini-oasis to cope with overwhelming CPTSD.

"Life is so full of suffering and torment and so little to make up for it.... that I wanted at last to be at rest." Dostoyevsky

"This is the worst in the black community. We grow up being disrespected by our parents, uncles, aunties, or whatever and are expected to take it because, they are older. I'm grown now, you won't be talking to me crazy no more." From a youtube comment I read on another video.... sounds like something I should have wrote!

Defeated.

 I remember the day before my cat died, I came downstairs and saw her sitting on the couch with blood pouring out of her beautiful eyes and looking at me with an expression of despair- probably because certain people were walking past her & NOT BOTHERING TO NOTICE her condition.... 

Sounds like my WHOLE life, except for the blood. NO ONE noticed MY DESPAIR.....