Almost calming.....

Keep calm?!

"To lower stress, AVOID people who stress you out" Dr. Berg

Easier said than done, unless I live in total seclusion.....

Or better yet- To lower anxiety, AVOID PEOPLE......

I'm constantly surrounded by people who want to kill my fucking spirit...

(For some bloody reason, most people are too stupid to understand the NEED TO LIVE ALONE)

People will DO THEIR PART to make you lose your mind!

Home is supposed to be a refuge...

The Hidden Root Cause of Anxiety - Childhood Trauma & Family Systems (growhealchange.org)

I'm convinced that my hot flashes/night sweats wouldn't be as intense if I didn't have anxiety/anger issues caused by my childhood/family.

10 Signs You Grew Up With Emotionally Immature Parents (welldoing.org)  - Definitely 1 and 2.

10 Signs of Unresolved Trauma from Your Childhood and How to Deal with It - Learning Mind (learning-mind.com)

Steely Dan- Everything You Did

To mother and daughter Thompas...

 

The dumbest ones always do the most talking

Talking about nothing

You know nothing

You think about nothing

Cause you are nothing

(2 of the silliest bitches, who for some reason think I'm inferior to them 🤣🤣 even though I think about and know things they could never understand)

HA!!!

Prince & The Revolution - Anotherloverholenyohead (Official Music Video)

Flora Purim -Uri (The Wind)

I heard that some crap called Old Town Road or whatever is the most successful song in history, meanwhile music like this will be forgotten.

Music I wish more people cared about....

Sounds like me....

😝 

This was said about Albert Einstein... HA!

And another one....

Tori Amos - Precious Things @ Montreux 1991

For those of us who are broken....

Humanity is the TRIGGER!

 Once again, the following proves it doesn't pay to speak to people you don't even care about/exchanging FAKE pleasantries.... the other day I walked into a Family Dollar( on Wadsworth Ave) to get a certain product for a cheaper price & the cashier/whatever says "HELLO'' to me in an almost demanding tone, & I spoke back even though I didn't even want to..... a few minutes  later I regretted it (of course) when I went to pay for the item & she disrespected me, over something that was her fault. Why the hell should I speak to some stupid piece of trash who turns around and treats me like dog poop?! In my experience, the ones who can't wait to speak to you, are the same ones who can't wait to talk about you behind your back...

I'm tired of being proven right - people can't be trusted! And you can't win- if you don't stand up for yourself, you're wrong, if you REACT & go off on them like they deserve, then you're the bad guy.

People always live down to my expectations...

(Childhood Trauma) Invalidation is dangerous

FAMILY did and STILL does this to me!