The AUDACITY of humanity!

The funny thing is childhood never really ends - at least not the bad parts- no matter where you go, there are still BULLIES everywhere..... 

And people are really something.... if someone is acting crazy outside- like talking to themselves really loud or yelling at random people or whatever - other people can't wait to laugh at or judge this person, like "how dare they be mentally ill"...

Meanwhile MOST of these people spend their worthless lives constantly doing or saying things that cause people to end up going CRAZY! The fucking nerve.... 

"And the WOUNDS that some WORDS leave NEVER HEAL because each time the word is thrown at you, labeled on you, you bleed afresh from it. It's more like a WHIP that CUTS every time, until you feel it must flay the very skin from your bones, & yet outwardly there is no wound to show the world, so they think you are not hurt, when inside, a part of you DIES EVERY TIME."

 Laurell Hamilton

Anyway, I don't fit in with most "aesthetics"/" essences"/ categories/groups/subcultures/ or whatever.... But I DON'T WANT TO FIT IN!

I am dark and moody & proud of it!

Jethro Tull - Baker St Muse

 

Cruella ROCKS!!!!!!

 I had a feeling, I was gonna love this movie.

But I don't know whose dumb idea it was to put 3 of the most overrated. OVERPLAYED songs in this movie - Time of The Season, really?

And don't even get me started on These Boots Are Made for Walkin or I'm Feeling Good- 😫.... come on..

But at least a victim of childhood trauma got her revenge and looked foxy doing it! 

Oh no, she didn't- part 2

 

I love to watch videos of women trying out lipsticks. 

Men who have a problem with women wearing makeup- especially lipstick, can DROP DEAD! Always going on and on about wanting a woman to be NATURAL... meanwhile I bet they have no issues with a woman who has fake boobs... Imbeciles!

Average White Band - Soul Searching

 

3 years later....

The anniversary of my cat's death, she showed me more love than any human....

Meanwhile the aunt, cousin, her husband, her son and his (now wife) are still alive, for some reason! 

A Lost Little Girl and Always Will Be..

This article describes me for the MOST part:

https://louisebehiel.com/the-lost-child-finding-the-way-back-from-emptiness/ 

Once again, just because I was a  lost/invisible child DOESN'T mean I wasn't ALSO a scapegoat, when I did get attention, it was usually negative.. 

And I am the FIRST born of three!

I have the need to fantasize, to escape, a temporary way to fill the emptiness.....

When will they get what they deserve?!

 I'm old enough to be a damn grandmother, yet my airheaded cousin- who can't differentiate between an Amber ring & a mood ring- and auntie🙄 (who I mentioned too many times in this blog) STILL think they have the right to talk to me any old kind of way just because they're older or whatever.....

I'm tired of these PEASANTS thinking they're superior to me, in ANY way!

My truth ( once again)

 https://x.com/RhiaCrewe/status/1701896685457121627?s=20