Nobody....

 I can't believe how much TIME and money I wasted on hair growth, trying to improve skin issues, etc.

 Like it matters with THIS FACE, maybe I should've been trying to get plastic surgery instead.

I just want to be invisible so I can be in this world without being judged and be left alone in PEACE.....

I need to come to terms with the fact that even my so-called family thought I was an ugly, unworthy little girl, and that they think I don't deserve to be treated like a human being and that I don't deserve LOVE.....

And THEY better not cry at my funeral, or pretend to be all sad. Matter of fact, I don't even want a funeral, they can just throw me in the ground like the nothing they think I'm am.....

(On a lighter note, I wish I would waste anymore money on overpriced lotions/moisturizers, when they're really not much better than the cheaper ones. Who cares!)