My reality!

 

"She was so sensitive! But it was the way she was crying, it's like they hurt her so deeply, in her soul. It's like she couldn't help herself from hurting so deep." 

Make it make sense...

Here is an example of something I consider a type of evil! Sometime in the late 90s or so, I would spend a lot of time at the park in Rittenhouse Square or whatever, most times I would sit on a bench & listen to music, or sometimes I would be reading or "writing"- this particular time I was mostly listening to music, and escaping into fantasy land( which I've been doing since I was 5), when this old couple who were the same racial background as me sat on a bench across from me and after maybe 15 minutes or so, both of them start talking about me, saying something like " Look at her, she can't even smile, she doesn't even know how to smile" in such a judgmental and frustrated tone. Mr. and Mrs. DUMBASS have no idea of what I've been through(and don't care), haven't walked in my shoes, it never occurs to them that maybe I don't have a reason to smile, cause they're evil and stupid. Sensitive and thinking people don't say stupid shit like that... they probably abused their children. 

Funny how they didn't notice that I'm a lost, sad girl trapped in a woman's body, but that doesn't matter to people like that. All they care about is how I supposedly offended them by not being happy go lucky and friendly...

Jill Jones - Station