Gladys Knight and The Pips- On and On

 For some reason, I NEVER hear this song on certain radio stations, but of course, I can be guaranteed to hear crap like This Is How We Do It or Ring My Bell- which should've never been a hit in the first place, and needs to be thrown in the trash and forgotten!

Luther Vandross - Bad Boy/Having a Party

 

Nobody part 2...

 Found an old note where it said that Lapis supposedly protects you from negative energy directed at you. My whole life has been people TARGETING me with their negative energy! 

I don't wanna hear any toxic positivity when I've been a victim of NEGATIVE ENERGY since I was a little girl.....

I keep seeing articles or whatever about various herbs/supplements that calm you down or relieve anxiety. Frankly, I can't understand how anything can keep me CALM when I'm constantly being TRIGGERED by EMPTYHEADED ASSHOLES!!

Another song from my childhood I'm rediscovering...

 Or paying MORE attention to!

Love's Train by Confunkshun 

Nobody....

 I can't believe how much TIME and money I wasted on hair growth, trying to improve skin issues, etc.

 Like it matters with THIS FACE, maybe I should've been trying to get plastic surgery instead.

I just want to be invisible so I can be in this world without being judged and be left alone in PEACE.....

I need to come to terms with the fact that even my so-called family thought I was an ugly, unworthy little girl, and that they think I don't deserve to be treated like a human being and that I don't deserve LOVE.....

And THEY better not cry at my funeral, or pretend to be all sad. Matter of fact, I don't even want a funeral, they can just throw me in the ground like the nothing they think I'm am.....

(On a lighter note, I wish I would waste anymore money on overpriced lotions/moisturizers, when they're really not much better than the cheaper ones. Who cares!)